No Longer a JW Brother

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  Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave

  by No Longer a JW Brother in

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  i don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.

  i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.

  it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.

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  I'm in Chi-town. Never been to Canada.
  
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  Fading is never 100% successful is it?

  by nicolaou in

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  2. family

  mum phoned last night to see how we all are.

  after fifteen years away from meetings and my old jw life you'd think my fade could be called 'successful' and for the most part it is.

  .. my resentment at being lied to and having wasted over thirty years of my life has left me like a glass of water full to the brim, it only takes a tap to make a mess.

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  Man I feel you. That is why I decided to just go cold turkey and be done with it and DA myself. I've seen others do the fade thing successfully but they're still always just looking over their shoulder and wondering who they might bump into.

  A friend of mine did the fade cause he learned TTATT and he wanted to just celebrate his own damn birthday with his family but he didn't want to be DF'd so he faded. Then someone who he **thought** was his friend ratted him out to the elders and the fool got DF'd anyways. See how that works. JW's are only your friends if you play by the rules set forth by the old angry fools in Brooklyn. But their loyalty always sides with the club, not you. There is no such thing as unconditional love in the JW club, only love which is shallow and superficial. I don't think that is the kind of love God was talking about.
  

  I've also seen others who started to do the fade thing and lost courage so they went back to living their life of pretending. Man that's definitely not me. For a while I considered doing the fade but I'm not going to give them the pleasure of knowing that I might come back one day. I won't. Peace.
  
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  Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave

  by No Longer a JW Brother in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.

  i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.

  it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.

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  Just read the posts. There was no reason or time for me to post. Until now. Peace out.
  
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  Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave

  by No Longer a JW Brother in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.

  i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.

  it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.

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  Wearing a chain was a big no-no in my congregation. Same with facial hair. Now I have a tight scruff and a chain and I enjoy smoking trees with my new girl. I do what I want when I want.
  
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  Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave

  by No Longer a JW Brother in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.

  i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.

  it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.

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  My old man asked the same damn question and I gave him the same damn answer. Yeah pop its was great. My mother was the one who got into the details and if there is anything I can apply in my life. I was already clear it was a cult by that time. Its crazy to think it took me all those years to wake the Efff up. Know what I mean?
  
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  Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave

  by No Longer a JW Brother in

  1. jw
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  i don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.

  i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.

  it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.

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  How many people come here daily? I found a few links to this site from jwvictims.org and decided just to drop in and share my story. I hope others benefit.
  
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  Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave

  by No Longer a JW Brother in

  1. jw
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  i don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.

  i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.

  it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.

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  I bought a prepaid cell and sent out a bunch of texts to a whole bunch of friends in the hall including myself asking them if they saw G.Jackson at the hearing in Australia and if they didn't they need to do it now. Then I pretended to be one of the people that got the text and watched the video and started to talk about it. That set the wheels in motion and G.Jackson did all the talking. I let that grow but I made sure to bring it up at every chance. At my last Thursday meeting before I left, I exposed one of the elders in my hall for the doublecrossing criminal he was, running his little construction business as a cash business so he didn't pay taxes and over charging customers both in the congregation and worldly ones for work he never did. I know this first hand because I worked with him and his father for a few months and saw that shit with my own eyes. I made sure to make a scene.
  
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  Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave

  by No Longer a JW Brother in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.

  i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.

  it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.

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  Oh hell yeah. I feel like I am floating cause I no longer have guilt and live under the obligation to do anything I don't want. Eff that. I'm feeling like going to the strip club right now and not giving a shit. So I'll do that. Peace out.
  
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  Do you still believe in God?

  by FormerlySandL in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i never thought i would admit it, but i don't.

  i might superstitiously have some kind of doubt but digging a bit deeper in my heart i really don't believe in god.

  as a human i could never just sit and watch people be tortured, live years of abuse, suffer from illness and disabilities and all the other awful things people have to endure day after day without doing something about it.

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  I can't say for sure that he does exist but I can't say that he doesn't so that makes me agnostic but not without purpose.
  
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  Damn it feels good to be free and on my own without the pressure to do more as a JW slave

  by No Longer a JW Brother in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control.

  i'm only officially out since this past december but i was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every sunday to see what i thought about the meeting.

  it was necessary for me to lie through my teeth.

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  No Longer a JW Brother

  I don't know where to begin but damn it feels so good to be free of mind control. I'm only officially out since this past December but I was out mentally for two hot years under the close watch of my batshit crazy psycho parents who bothered me every Sunday to see what I thought about the meeting. It was necessary for me to lie through my teeth. It pained me to not be honest with them and myself but I had to cut my strings slowly and prepare everyone for my eventual DA'ing. I'm also happy to say that I managed to wake up a few others in my hall while leaving and I think they will be talking about me for years. My advice to anyone looking to get out is keep it real. Don't be a closet JW and go cause your parents want you to go. This cult is all about control and that is why it is set up this way with DF'ing and shunning to keep those sheep in line. The only power these ratbastards have is the power you give them. Remember that. Don't let them have the control they want. Be true to yourself and God cause at this point in my life I can't see God wanting anything else but that. Peace out.